Please, I need help. What do i do?

Hey everyone, I really need your help. This is actually the first time I'm actually telling anyone about myself. I am 14, and ever since I was a little kid, I've been drawn by knowledge, I've always want to use it and twist it up into every way i could so i can use it to my advantage. I could never go 5 secs. without a book or encyclopedia. I love historical fiction and biology. I know this to you may be pathetic, but the only thing i care about are books. I truly feel hopeless and idiotic without it. But unfortunately I have siblings, who frankly are not compionate in the same arts as me. And I also live in the Bronx, New York. And nobody really cares. I'm also going to high school next year. And lets just say that, its not really..sanitary. And i can't really express myself as i could if the other students weren't so loud. I'm really tall so they will be asking me if i play basketball, when I'm not really into any sport. You see why this is the first time i am actually speaking of myself so please, could you not ridicule me. So, as i was asking, could you please help me?